we bother, for sure

I believe all of us do so. let's check how many of us. we phone to our friends from distance, even if they are ocean's apart. We keep chattin with ppl, even when we are on roaming, not giving a single hint to them about this very fact. We call ppl on their friend's mobile phone (in case person is not having a cell of his/her own) and never miss to give a firm and warm regard to facilitator in the end, we call ppl when they are not feeling well, we meet them when we are near to them or their city. say how many of us dont do so and I will tell you my reason of doin so. these feelings of bothering about others, being so much attached is in a way inculcated in some of us by the rich cultural heritage. so when someone call you next time and ask about your health( if he or she comes to know about some bad happened with you), never start thinking and reacting about Why this guy is bothering so much? because for some ppl it is the natural way of percieving things in general. use of Guy in last sentence had already made some issues clearer.

I had seen some episodes of Sex and the City and one thing I still remember from that series is You cant change a man,but U can change a woman on blue moon night and really something never change..for example my volconic eruptions. this time the fury was on some friend who went to city to book reservation tickets for dewali journey. we got waiting list 108 onwards and the time I started reacting on it , a co passenger( accidently a gal) triedt o comfort me by saying " clear ho jayega" enough for me to explode and I litrary propelled my fury in front of other officers to that soft spoken friend of mine.... main aisa kyon hoon!! may be I am destined to be so.

kabira feeling the vibrant vibes that

Hum unse khafa hain, woh humse khafa hain,
Magar baat kerne ko jee chaahta hai ||

for the first time I am goin to write something about the weekend spend with much festive jolly mood. and ofcourse, it ought to be as it all started with the call from canada from my room partner. the joy and meehotic feeling that he could bring, no gal can ever match, not even the :P guy. the visit to armament R&D Establishment is then a more technical enhancement exercise. for techies queries are welcomed. the place is to deal with all types of ammunations and warhead( stretegic or non stretegic) of weapon systems.
Ganapati Visarjan is too popular in this part of world and I never miss a chance to a prt of local rituals. being in army area, buckets of wine were available to add to the mist of festive glory. went to officer Bar for the first time on saturday. still soft drinks to my account at IAT.

Desire

I looked at the beautiful woman before me, who was discretely dressed in black, someone I had met by chance. I thought that she had asked me to desire her, and I desired her intensely, far more than she could imagine, but it was not the beauty or her body, it was her company I desired. I wanted to put my arms around her and to sit in silence, staring in infinity; that would be enough. Life was madeup of simple things; I was weary of all the years I had spent searching for something, though quite what I didn't know.
And yet, if I did that, if I touched her, all would be lost. For, despite the light I seen in her, I was not sure she realised how good it was for me to be by her side. It was best not to take any chances, not to rush things, not to say anything.
But I rushed; I made her know about the desires, I lost her. I learned though
"Desire is not what you see, but what you imagine"

Many of you have heard about the cleanines drives in USA where all of the population go to roads and clean the whole neighbourhood. they have vacation on that day and the magnitude of the event is such that ki all the national highways arer cleaned by these people. this is something those (so called stupid whilte men..moore frame) do. many of us call it insane act but some of us indians realise that this is something we have to look for in ourselves. the so called Rashtrawaad feeling i ourselves might have lost somewhere. events like this makes us feel being a part of this 110 crore crowd.
I dont know the history, but today we worked after our session are over for this sort of drive. I have mentioned about the beautiful Kharag Wasla lake in our backyard. we are the one between this lake and singh-garh mountains and NDA is situated on one bank of it. A combine planned drive is organized today to clean the lake and the dam from where the water is supplied to the whole city. On the lines of "a small step for a person, a leap for mankind" , Kabira wishes you all the Ganesh Puja with vibrent vibes Ki
Kaun kehta hai ki aasmaa mein chhed nahi hota,
Ek patthar to tabiyat se uchhaloon yaroon ||

Happy Bday

Happy birthday wish is also delayed due to server errors. But it is always better to be late not to be there. and I wish this great Almighty the Happy birthday. Janmastami is always so dear to me as I was laways part ofthe festive celebration where ver I have been to. And this time at a temple where gurudwara is sharing a common wall.

Once again great cheers to lord of Raas and bhakti (remember the great Gita where we are adviced to enjoy everything with tyaag)

Kanha Kanahiya Nandlaala,woh murali walla,
aisi bajaye Murali, muraliya Jaado Bhari ||

pune ke namoone

Jis hindu raashtra ki parikalpana aur parniti ke liye woh sangharsh aur balidaani di gayi thi,uska praroop wartmaan mein parilakshchhit ho sake,iski aasha ek divaswapan maatra hai.. no need to think ki balasaheb is giving tone to me but whenever I wake up in morning,and open my door, I am spell bound by seeing the great Singh-Garh fort right in front of me (about 1 km). U guessed it right. I am reporting from the outskirts of pune.
On the balcony side, I daily watch biggest lake I have ever seen "Kharag wasla Lake". With clouds trapped daily in mountains around me I am having lil rain fall quite contrast to regular pune. Using blankets in nights, fogs in morning, place is 750m above sea level.
The whole pune treat this place as suitable one for weekends but I just happened to live here. the lake is good and also good is the market where everyone call you officer. With one room bearer at my disposal for all the personal work, I am also enjoying the course sessions out here. from 8:30 to 4:00 and then long nite hours for enemy spotting and here it is very easy.
Post is delayed due to server errors from last few days.